Monday, January 12, 2009

MY WALL

OK SO I CAN ADMIT IT, I HAVE A WALL. THE INTERESTING PART ABOUT IT IS THAT IT WAS NOT ALWAYS THERE. DIFFERENT EXPERIENCES LEAD ME TO CREATE IT AND NOW, I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BRING IT DOWN. IT HAS PROTECT ME THROUGH RUFF DAYS AND HAS IN A WAY, MADE ME THE WOMAN THAT I AM TODAY. IT NEVER TRIES TO HURT ME, SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT ME OR ANYTHING ELSE SOMEONE MIGHT DO TO ME. NOW HERE IS THE QUESTION, HOW DO I GET RID OF THE ONE CONSTANT THAT HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND ALLOW A DIFFERENT KIND OF ME? AM I ACTUALLY READY TO DO THAT? I'M APPROACHING A DIFFERENT STAGE IN MY LIFE AND I THINK IT MIGHT BE TIME FOR THE WALL TO COME CRUMBLING DOWN. SO MANY THINGS TO DO AND EXPERIENCE BUT CANT WITH A WALL OVER ME. MAYBE I WILL TRY IT OUT AND SEE HOW IT WORKS FOR ME....

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