HEALING

I NEED TO GET AWAY SO MY BROKEN SOUL CAN MEND......

A strong woman of God

A good woman is Proud. She Respect herself and others. She neither seeks definition from her man, nor does she expect him to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs.A good woman is a Strong woman. She recognizes that her Strength is weakened by attitudes that suggest that she doesn`t need a man. We all know that is NOT true. They need lots of loving, O.K.A good woman is Hopeful. She is strong enough to make ALL her dreams come true. She knows Love, so therefore, she gives love. She recognizes that her love has Great Value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears.A good woman has a dash of Inspiration and a daddle of Endurance. She knows that she will at times have to inspire her man to reach the potential God gave him, and she WILL endure his pain and her own.A good woman knows her past, understands her present and forces toward the future. A good woman KNOWS God. She knows that with Him, the world is her playground, but without Him she will just be played with.A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons meant to bring her closer to Self-knowledge and unconditional Self-Love...

THIS IS MY NOW

There was a time I packed my dreams away. Living in a shell, hiding from myself. There was a time when I was so afraid. I thought I'd reached the end, But baby that was then I am made of more than my yesterdays. This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment. As I look around I can't believe the love I see. My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt That was then, this is my now. I have to decide, Was I gonna to play it safe. Or look somewhere deep in side, Try to turn the tide, And find the strength to take that step of faith. This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment. As I look around I can't believe the love I see. My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt That was then, this is my now. And I have the courage like never before, yeah. I've settled for less now I'm ready for more, Ready for more. This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment. As I look around I can't believe the love I see. My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt That was then, this is my now. I'm living in the moment I look around I can't believe the love I see. My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt That was then, this is my now. This is my now.

FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT

IS THERE FIGHT LEFT IN ME TO FIGHT FOR LOVE AND HAPPINESS? I REALLY DON'T KNOW. I FEEL WORN OUT, RUN LOW AND JUST DEFEATED RIGHT NOW. HOW AM I TO BE HAPPY WITH SOMEONE IF I AM NOT HAPPY MYSELF. TOO MAY ALMOST, TOO MANY LOVES LOST, TOO MANY TEARS AND SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T KNOW IF THE FIGHT IS WORTH IT. MY HEART IS IN PAIN AND I'M TIRED. MY EYES BURN FROM ALL THE TEARS SHED. I THINK I NEED A GETAWAY FROM IT ALL AND RE EVALUATE ME AND WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER....

LIFE... I WONDER, WILL IT TAKE ME UNDER?

THIS THING CALLED LIFE.... BOY IS IT A ROLLER COASTER RIDE. THERE ARE HIGHS AND LOWS AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN. AS OLD AS I AM (YES I'M OLD ..I GUESS..LOL) I DON'T THINK I HAVE YET TO FIGURE IT OUT. THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE THAT I WISH I HAD A BETTER HANDLE ON AND A BETTER UNDERSTANDING FOR. THE HEART OF THE MATTER IS... MY HEART. TO GIVE OR NOT TO GIVE, TH ATS THE ULTIMATE QUESTION. IT IS A FEAT NOT KNOW MY MANY BUT BRAVED BY FEW. SO WHAT DO YOU DO, BRAVE IT ALL OR LIVE ALONE IN SAFETY?

LOVED SEX IN THE CITY

IN A TALE OF ME, I WENT TO SEE SEX AND THE CITY ON SATURDAY WITH THE GIRLS AND IT WAS GREAT. I LOVE THE IDEA OF LADIES WHO WORK HARD AND PLAY HARD TOO. HOW MUCH FUN IT WOULD BE TO LIVE IN A CITY THAT NEVER SLEEPS, SHOP FOR THE LATEST FASHIONS AND LOVE EVERYTHING THAT COMES MY WAY. SOMETIMES I DREAM ABOUT LIVING A LAVISH LIFE OF MONEY, CELEBRITY AND GLAMOUR..... WELL A GIRL CAN DREAM RIGHT??

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