Saturday, May 17, 2008

SATURDAY NIGHT

ITS SATURDAY NIGHT AND I AND I AM SITTING HOME, ALONE AS USUAL. THE SAD PART IS THAT I BELIEVE THAT THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE WILL ALWAYS BE. THE HOPE THAT I USUALLY HAVE IS NEXT TO NONE RIGHT NOW AND I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY. IS IT BECAUSE THE IDEA OF LOVE IS HARSH AND CRUEL TO ME RIGHT NOW OR IS IT FEAR OF HAVING THE FEELING OF LOVE AND BEING HURT. WHAT CAN YOU DO? IS THERE ROOM FOR UNDERSTANDING OF LOVE? IS THERE A CHANCE FOR ME?

ANOTHER DAY IN THE LIFE OF ME

Monday, May 12, 2008

LEMONS AND SUGAR

This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirrorwhere one could read it every day.You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone,even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. You are special and unique.

8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.

11. Always remember the compliments you received.Forget about the rude remarks.

VENTILATOR

MY NEW NAME FOR NOW IS VENTILATOR... TOO MANY BAD THINGS HAPPENING TO FRIENDS AND I HAVE BECOME THE CATCH ALL OF THE PROBLEMS. DONT GET ME WRONG, I LIKE TO BE HELPFUL AND THERE FOR THEM, I JUST FEEL LIKE I COULD DO MORE AND I CANT RIGHT NOW. DEATH, DIVORCE, LOVE, RELATIONSHIPS,UNDERSTANDING AND JUST BEING THEMSELVES IS HARD SOMETIMES AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO BUT ACCEPT IT AND GROW FROM IT. YOU TRY AND MAKE LIFE WORTH IT IN THE END, ITS TOUGH AND I FEEL FOR MY FRIENDS AND JUST WISH I COULD DO MORE.