WHAT I NEED...

I LOOK AT PEOPLE IN RELATIONSHIPS WITH ENVY FROM TIME TO TIME AND THEN I THINK BACK ON THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT I HAD. DONT GET ME WRONG..THEY WERE GOOD ONES BUT WHEN IT WAS OVER IT WAS SAD AND DISHEARTENING. NOW A DAYS, I WONDER IF I WILL EVER BE HAPPY LIKE MY FRIENDS. WILL THE IDEA OF ME BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP BE CRAZY? IS IT TOO MUCH FOR ME TO WISH FOR OR IS IT JUST WHAT I NEED?